I'm glad I didn't spend much time at the casino; it sounds like it didn't end up well for anyone. Things are stagnant again. It's hard to focus on what I need to get done when it feels like I'm not progressing at all. I don't want to resign myself to this life, but every day it feels more and more like maybe this way is better for everyone.
Soubi and I managed to escape from the city before the meteor hit. That was what that... thing was, right? It looked wrong. I've seen hardly anyone since we left. I wish I could believe everyone's okay.